the night
Tuesday, April 7, 2009
hey, the busyness level is climbing. my gp teacher lectured us today abt the A level results of his previous batch and all the different possibilities. it made me realise that i've underestimated the toughness of jc life. it's really not easy, though it didnt feel as bad after awhile.
but i dunno why i'm not feeling too happy right now; it's like, i feel that there's something or some things i want, but i'm not exactly sure what it is or what they are. so i'm feeling kinda hollow right now. i have a few hunches on wad they could be, but most of them are trivial and dare i say it, kinda stupid. could it be that the summation of all these nonsense is the cause? or is it something else? or am i just tired and thinking too much? this sickening feeling, it goes away, and then it comes back again like a flame from spark ignited gas.
could it be the night? it usually does this to me, seriously, what in the world
signing off
10:48 PM
