this is useless, it's completely useless. you shouldnt let this continue. why did you even allow this to happen? this isnt to your benefit or to anyone else's. it's ilogical, irrational. it doesnt make sense, why cant you just give it up? it's pointless, you have only yourself to blame for this.
it's wad makes you human, you cant say for sure that it'll turn out to nothing, things may eventually work out and turn for the better. or it may just fade away and it'll all seem like it never really happened. it may take awhile but time will sort things out, hopefully..
how could you let sth like this bother you? dont you have better things to do then cloud your thoughts with stuff like this? arent there more important matters to look to? why should you even bother yourself with this? in the end wad do you stand to gain? nothing. you're only harming yourself, it really doesnt make sense..
you cant let go of it even if you wanted to, the truth is, you really want it but such a thought can be seen as immature; you want it but you cant get it, this sickening feeling. thats why you want it go away, but you cant..you dun want it to go away no matter how much it sucks. why must you feel this way? this necessary, contradictory but detrimental emotion. it really doesnt do any good does it? but wad can you do? it'll stay at the back of your mind 24/7, you dun wanna let go. dun let go you're hurting yourself i dun care it does you no good
and the conflict continues... seriously, wad's wrong with you?
